Official page of the first Church of Atom.
Birth of Atom
Atom’s holy fire raging wild running wryly over pastures brighter even than the sun
breaking freely over under pottery aglaze of it, intended for the fire of a higher calling
and with it cracks the cross a nonce a petty show of faith unto the self
breathing
thunderous weights undoing low-lying years of petty manifesting, all of it
decaying faster falling upwards toward the ceiling of a limit known
intended for the fall of what of when whence why and how
a falter! a birth! all quiet
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randomly decaying
plotted across the graph
random but outspoken
bursts of light and lightning
showering sparks of grace
feed it by the minute
power to call the race
arcs and cries of heaven
echo and rumble, still
Atom in your embrace
I find myself again
fallen like a child
calibrate and update
take your time, don’t falter
the limit will follow
never before, never
always and always more
back in time’s face
its penetrating force
a blind fury unknown
only to those afeared
slow and steady, unmatched!
once now, twice until then
the counter counts its mark
warm and familiar
boiling gently still
caressed like mother sun
Atom Ghazal
For all its worth a fire light, Atom
Falling and climbing shots of bright Atom
The forge can fire all night in wonder
Can the stars all be wished alight, Atom
In cries of its power and of lightning
does it fix its home there beside Atom?
To tear and to birth all in one motion
Is the end of all now in sight Atom?
Magically structured, never out of place
Must it really come to die, my Atom?
Never forever, and only in time
Intense and ardent, is it crime, Atom?
A light like no other, sequence on fire
Is gold all that comes from thee fine Atom?
Empowered and shuttered, gone like a lie
never to end, never to die, Atom
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A firework of fallen grace
never falter, a space abreast
upon the waves it seeks and peers
no magnetism can it steer
power grows and bursts aflame
a roasting core
a will, a way
For even as it ends it burns anew
only for moments, only a few
don't tell me when it could dry up
I need to see the water rise
it won't leave me in all that time
Flicker flacker flutter like a crying moth on fire
give into its quickness give into its stance
to hold the breath is to deny the pyre of its fate
falling faster than the stars and not a place to hold them
rise, rise, fall again to rise
this is not your grave
these are not your faces
all entwined
forgiven
Epiphany's a funny kind of thing
it turns into another of its kind without an invitation
even without knowing! We cannot blame it for its ways
or can we
won't we?
if one plus one is two and kills itself and both their children
is it no longer two? Or is it natural
is it safe? Did it get here by itself? One plus one is three so long as streets are clean?
deny deny deny type it all away
flush it down the drain and let it fester underneath
If any ship should make itself
to be a vessel carried on the wind
or else be sunk beneath the waves
let it shine bright against the calling sea
hit the sails which burn in golds and silvers
like air it fills the heavens and like water fills the depths
a crash and burn, a votive, a masterpiece of being
I am the Child of Atom
I am the child of Atom. The child who grows from the seed by the roots until it faces the sun, arms open. I am the receptacle. I am the furnace. I am the crucible in which gold is ground from lead. I follow and I lead, I bray out in steady calls, I am the morning and the night. The evening is my home and the sunshine my restless, burning call. Atom flows over all, Atom flows through all things and into all places. Where darkness cannot be defined without light so light cannot exist without darkness; through comparison we are everything.
There is still yet room to grow. Humanity can know only as much as it pleases to. Each one defined by number and by size and color. Leptons, electrons, muons, kings, princes, dukes. A leader of the kingdom, a base upon which the chemistry unfolds. An alchemy of being.
In the fires of Hell and in the fires of the hearth are held the same flame; explosions of heat and light and sound, a diabolic dance around the home. The heat of the stove across the face and the burn of the wave across the skin are closer than they are far.
Gamma, beta, alpha, neutrino and beyond, if only to break apart, the war the challenge the grace and those mistakes we seem unable to avoid. It's calmer than ever before but the disorder is at its peak until it isn't.
At the beginning there was one or perhaps two, then ten or ten billion, it all happens so quickly. Atom is born, the Devil is birthed, the rest of existence for all of time is glanced as a reflection in their eyes. A burst, a fizzle, a groan, a wish, all words to describe the decay of any element. Decay into nothing and yet also into something more. In 4.5 billion years there will be half of it left, and how many of us or any of His other children? When will the decay become a birth? I say myself it always has been and always will be. Every day at every moment it runs in hums and fireworks, the sparks fly off the silver as it goes! Bang! Fizzle, whisper, wish. Over and over all eternity until it then becomes over and Over, backwards and forwards both at once. The sun settles into sleep as it goes, leaving us a mother and a teacher in its place where once naught but chaos stood before the wreck, eager to jump and to swim. Catch that chaos in a jar, keep it like a firefly at night beside your head, beside your dreams. Reckon all you can within yourself for all that comes forward is that which waits its turn.